My Journey of Self-Love

 

I was born in England, UK, into a Panjabi family and raised with the Sikh faith.

 

My parents were immigrants and traveled to England in the 1960s with the dreams of a better life for their family.  My late Father, was a Carpenter/Joiner by trade and, my Mother is a Seamstress/Housewife.

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As a sensisitve and empathic child, I couldn't fit into that family and had experienced a traumatic, abusive, and dysfunctional childhood.

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I could neither fit it into the world, as it all seemed painful, controlling, limiting, confusing and full of separation.

 

I wasn't born to conform, I was born to #bethechange. And so I took a leap of faith, trusting the messages from my body, and left home at the age of 22 to embark on a journey of self-discovery.

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In 2005, I was lying in a hospital bed and was told I would never be a biological Mother.  My whole world fell apart.  I had always wanted to be a Mum, to raise, and love a child in their innocence and beauty.

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I had a choice. I could either listen to the Consultant or take back my power and transform my life.

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No one was going to tell me I couldn't or wouldn't be a biological Mum. I took back my power.

 

My body had experienced an ovarian cystectomy, and this became a catalyst to a path of conscious self-love and awareness. Here, I delved deep into energy medicine, training in many different energetic practices, sound, light codes, and Star People. I also trained in Clinical Hypnotherapy, Coaching and Mentoring, and Pre-Egyptian Shamanism.

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These practices were tools to expand my consciousness further and embody more of my own Light.

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Alongside these, I became more deeply attuned to my body, always following my intuition, and inner impulses to act where I was being guided.

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I am an avid researcher and investigator of consciousness, health and well-being, and am fascinated with the connection between the body and nature and our place in the universe. We are all able to heal our own bodies and have our own Self Healing Ability.

 

Through my personal journey, I have an understanding of intergenerational trauma, ancestral and personal patterns, and the identities we can often create our lives around.

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Our boy was conceived naturally, and was birthed in 2015, and is a thriving and authentic human.

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When my Father passed in 2016, my life changed again.

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Menopause kicked in, and I felt abandoned and lost.  It was during menopause, which can be referred to as the 'Dark Night of the Soul', that the deeper transformation and healing took place. I had, like many, built my life around my Father's patterns, structures, and aspirations. I had also carried much feminine wounding from my Mother's line.

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The Menopause was an inner defragmentation and alchemical reconfiguration to a new authentic me. Like the journey of the caterpillar to the butterfly.

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I put myself first in my life and released myself from anything lesser than Love.

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It was a conscious journey of witnessing my vulnerability,and included compassion, self-care, discernment, trust, courage, and deep transformation. I began to activate my voice after years of being suppressed, oppressed and repressed.

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Over the past few years, I met Dr. Jacqueline Fay Hobbs, aka Oracle Girl, and this has deepened my connection to Mother Earth and Nature. Her work has stretched me beyond any hidden perceptions or limitations to embody more Love.

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I take full responsibility for my own life and make the changes necessary to remain autonomous, and a sovereign being.

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Being Authentic is key in my life and is something I cannot move away from or ignore.

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And, as I feel the vibration of joy by simply Being, it is quite natural that I want others to feel the juicy, deliciousness of joy.

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I continue my calling to empower and inspire change, as nothing is fixed and nature shows us how to thrive.

 

Through a deeper understanding of how ancestral and personal patterns, negative conditioning and programmes, belief systems, trauma, abuse, negative self-talk, non-physical interference, can control our lives, I draw upon universal wisdom, my skills in business, and personal development, and join the dots for greater liberation.

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I help rebuild structures by sowing seeds and laying the foundations for a sustainable way of being. We are all interconnected through the power of Love and nature shows us our interdependence for thriving.

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Nothing is fixed, and anything can be transformed/transmuted, we all have the power of Love within us and we all deserve to be happy.

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Through my own experience, much like the cycles of nature, the old me died many times and I have rebirthed as a newer authentic embodiment of Love in my own harmonic resonance with the Universe.

 

I live in Somerset, UK, with my Husband and Son, and I love singing, writing, reading, walking, eating good food, growing food, music and dogs.

 

 

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